Top of the evening to all you internet people!

 It has been such a long time since I have been on here :( Truth is I have been really busy, and working insane hours, that make me want to just cry lol! Since my last posty I have done the Beltane ritual, it went very well :) Which is nice!! So now I am in the process of writing the blue moon ritual we are going to do on the beach. Should be a good time, though I feel with my hectic life I bit off more than I can chew with this one. Oh well, with God and Goddess blessing all should be okay :) Wow I am pretty sleepy writing this and my arm is killing me which is a good indicator it is going to be raining tonight or tomorrow :( I guess we do need the rain sometimes though. I have been keeping busy with life and what not it is hard to find time to be "witchy" though I did pick up some Sweet Almond Carrier oil, orange and ylang ylang essential oils today which makes me happy! And I got a moonstone for 25 cents!!! Weeee! I had a good day today because I got the oils for a pretty decent price, I think everything came to like thirty dollars, and thats not too bad :) Hmm what else? I got a really cute little thing in at Coles today too, it is called a "Kitchen Witch" and basically it is a little ceramic witch she is really cute with her warts, and green skin I love her!! IT is a charm for your kitchen. I thought it was a really neat find because I have been getting pretty intrested in kitchen witchery as of recent. :) I kinda seen it and had one of those: "Holy hell I cant believe I found something this cool in Coles!" (All you Canadians deprived of a Chapters know what I am talking about!! :p) So that was pretty snazzy too! At the current moment I am just waiting for Nathan to get off work, and I have pretty much nothing to do seeing as it is like 12:20 at night! Alas good ol tired as sin nightime blogs weee! Well I am sure I have bored all you internet lovlies to tears so I am off to do some well deserved waiting for Nathan to get home....wow I live one hell of an exciting life!! ;)

Well as every Wiccan out there knows, or well should know Beltane is coming next month, thats exciting right? I am looking forward to it. I am going to be having a group ritual on the last weekend of April and I am excited to see everyone that is coming. Other than that though my Pagan life is at a dull roar! I am going to tarot classes tomorrow, I think that should be fun, and intresting. I just wish there was more "paganish" "wiccanish" things to do here in Saint John, I want to put a float in the Xmas parade like saying Happy Yule or something, you know so ppl know we exist and are not going to stuff thier children in an oven and cook them (I would only do that if there was minimal food, and the kids had some meat on thier bones ;) ) JUST KIDDING YOU CRAZY RIGHT-WINGED RELIGIOUS PEOPLE WHO READ PAGAN BLOGS!! Anyways....other than that out burst, I really wish there was some more active ppl that lived in my area, am I the only one that wants to reach out? *tear* Like I was reading my friends blog and he had a really cool Occult forum that I thought was awesome , but it kinda died away, and why did it die away? BEcause the people of Atlantic Canada in NB do not seem to want to get together and actually do something. You get your leaders like my friend who I mentioned, but then no one else wants to help out, or if they do they are so POWER HUNGRY that there is no sense or fun anymore :( Sometimes I wish I lived somewhere, where the Pagan community was more open,a nd wanted to actually do something, but I guess not.

Well what can ya do. Hmm what else is happening in my totally "exciting" life that I want to share with the world. OoooooOOOO I got a small update on my little hex that I did a few blogs back, she is knocked up now, and see she called me a whore, and she is knocked up! She works in a deli and makes minimum wage, and well her "bf" is a stoner who if he works I would be surprised. So there is a little tidbit of info on how that is working out. Still dont regret meddling in black magick because I still feel 110% justified,and strong that I did the right thing there. Plus all I did was a banashing with a little extra "kick" ;) She had it coming :D SO please dont think I am "evil" or headed so trouble I have been involved with the Occult long enough to know what I did was right, maybe not acceptable by everyone but right just the same. :D

What else do I h ave to add to my epic blog....got a new keyboard...not that cool but hey! And I am going to be getting some books from my friend tomorrow at tarot, which I am really pumped for :D Because she is the coolest lady on the planet, and she is like my teacher and I <3 her :) Hmm what else dun dun dun! Yea I dont think I have anything else epic to say right now, other than I am happy to be back here because it has been a really long time since I actually posted a real blog about something! Talk to you all soon, and have a kick ass Goddess & God Blessed Day or night, or afternoon, or morning, twilight or whatever it is out your window :D

 

 

 

 

You scored as Mabon. You scored as Mabon!! This is a time of the Second Harvest, as the Sun god prepairs to die and be reborn, and the Goddess passes from mother to crone. It is a time to finish old business as we ready for a period of rest, and reflection. Mabon 100% Lughnasadh 67% Ostara 67% Samhain 67% Midsummer 50% Yule 33% Beltane 17% Imbloc 17% Which Wiccan Holiday is you fav.? created with QuizFarm.com

It is right though! Mabon is my favorite <3

You scored as Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan. You scored as an Egyptian Pagan. With equal draw to both men and women, the Egyptian pantheon is a wealth of ancient stories and forgotten customs. Very seductive to the more cerebral Pagans, devoting oneself to this faith often means being willing to really work on finding out who your Gods were. Never an easy undertaking. Dedicated and insightful, you know you're among good company with those who also understand your Gods. Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan 85% Ecclectic Pagan 75% Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans 50% Zoroastrian Pagan 45% Shamanic Pagan 35% Catholic (Pagan?) 35% Roman Pantheonic Pagan 30% Eastern Pagan 15% Kabbalistic Pagan 10% Greek Pantheonic Pagan 5% Celtic Pantheonic Pagan 5% Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru) 5% What kind of Pagan are you? created with QuizFarm.com

I am so excited about Ostara!! WEEE!! I thi...Ok those itallics had to go, too hard to read! I think it is because I have invited like 15 people over to my house, and one of my favorite people might be coming with his friend whom I really like too! I am so so so excited! Not only that but I have never had this many people to a ritual before. I started my "coven" with like 3 people and now we are growing to possibly 15!! Thats insane, but of course it took us like 3 or 4 years to get that many numbers but Iam PUMPED!! YAY! I wish I had a copy of the ritual here at work, so I could print it out, and start to figure out who is getting what parts. It is like 7 pages long! LOL! but it is the same one we have been doing for years, and I dont have the heart to take parts out. GAHH excitement! I dont know what kind of food Iam going to have yet, but I am going to try to make enough for everyone, I decorated the house lastnight so it would look all "springy" I am looking forward to Spring so much this year, because this winter I got to experience death a lot, because I lost my favorite uncle, and grandfather all in the same month. Thier funerals were 3 weeks apart, and it was heart wrenching. But through the experience I have found a new appericiation for Winter, and how it truly is the time of sleep, and death. But it is a beautiful thing to experience. Through my loss I have grown as a person, and as a Pagan. In January I lost my whole family on my dad's side. With the death of my uncle I was left with just my dad, sister, and mother to carry on the Thiemann name in my area of the world. I have learned to take responsibity for my name, and I have been chosen to carry that name on to my future children. My family is so proud that I stepped up and said I am going to do this for them and for myself. This Winter showed me that I am on the right path as far as careers go. The funeral home is where I belong. I am at peace here. I came to work fearing that this place would bring it all back, and I have never been more wrong. I came here and I found peace, seeing people living through death everyday is an amazing thing to see, it is something few get to experience and I am truly blessed by Anubis that he has chosen me to carry on his work. I am here because this is where I belong. The harshness of this Winter, has also made me the "better" Pagan or Wiccan I am today. I am solid now, and I feel my own powers, I have been able to finally see the religion as I want to see it, now as some authors point of view. Slowly I am shaping my own tradition, slowly ever so slowly I am become whole and working my way to being clergy for Saint John. Winter has taught me so much this year that it is impossible to touch on everything in this blog.  So that brings me to my musings of Spring. The time of new hope, the time of fresh beginnings. I need this. I need to move away from winter, and it's serious teachings, and come into the light of the new Spring. When Ostara comes I am going to be able to shed the old skin of grief and feel the sun laughing on my new skin. I just hope everyone walks into the Ostara sun and thinks about how much we are givin even in the darkest times of the year.

Blessings!